2 more days, and i'm 19.
i really don't have all that much else to talk about.

colleen goes to the doctor today... this is good, because she actually coughed up both of her lungs last night while we were talking. oh man, it wasn't a pretty sight. fortunately, i wasn't in kentucky at the time to see it.
oh, the illness i might now have if i had been, eh?

lauren is going to take me shopping for clothes, because she is tired of seeing my favorite green shirt.
won't she be surprised when it attacks her in her sleep!
...no, i suppose not, as she'll be sleeping
but if she wakes up...
oh man!
*sigh* it's an inanimate object. just a shirt. it will never attack anyone in their sleep.
which i suppose is good...
i mean it *is* in my room, after all.

oh yeah, i drove to lauren's apartment last night!
i again have more than one friend whose house i can drive to (that number went down when dan moved in with kevin)!

...

stop laughing at me!

eh, you know what?

go ahead, have a chuckle...

it's on me.

well stab me in the eye with a fork!

3 days til my birthday.
that only follows, seeing as it was 4 days yesterday.
i don't really want to advertise my birthday, i just can't think of much else to talk about.

the bee hat thing at the end of my last blog, by the way is an actual hat i have... my friend dan found it and gave it to me. i wore it with the fairy wings when i went driving with my friend lauren. it was neat when i went in to pay for gas.
you know... i probably *have* put it on at least once to sing along to blind melon.
that just kinda goes with having a bee *anything* to me (i only have a bee hat though).
i don't specifically remember having done so, though.

i'm hoping not to have my comic slip back into the slump it was in before. man, that was really disappointing. not like anyone actually gets to read them besides me, but they will...
ooohhhhhhh yes, they will...

unless, you know, they don't want to.
cause i can't really *make* them read my comic.

hopefully my string of days that end with me being depressed will be over soon, and i can be happy and stuff.
you know... they're not *all* bad days... despite what it looks like here, i'm not *always*
um,
like this.

i'm smiling now, anyway...
^_^

buh, it was a craptastic mood today, down about everything, really.
that, however has cleared up.
hooray, i say! ^_^

my birthday is in 4 days.
another year of living has almost come around. well isn't that great?
i turn 19.
i shouldn't be so cynical about it, my life's alright,
aside from whatever's wrong with it. ^_~

eh, my girl loves me, i'm good.
that, hopeless sappy romantic that i am, is all i need.
everything else is just frills.
sure, maybe some money and a college education would be nice
but there are countless jobs, and about as many schools, and at least one of each is bound to accept me.
maybe my thinking is too relaxed, but it's true, and being as i'm only turning 19, i've got time.
time to buy an accordion
and save up money for visits to wherever i want to visit.

ya know... she called me her sweetie today!
isn't that adorable? that's adorable!

*she's* adorable!

it made me happy ^_^

i have, though, decided that in order to pay fro my accordion, and education, and everything else, that i shall get a job... after my birthday. cause there's no way in hell i'm working then, and no way in hell i could call in sick or something the first week, for i'd be fired, and right quick. such is the way of the world, as i understand it.

yellow hat with black trim and puffy puffy pom on top
doo doot doot dee doo
BEE HAAAAAAAAAAAT!
^_^

so, i'm blogging.

my mood had been quite up and down earlier, but i'm okay now. fine, really.
"ooh, love, happy!"
"aww, far away, sad"
ya know... it's not all *that* far away, but still, it's a bunch of miles...
oh, but it's *so* worth it...

great girl, she is *sigh*

...

i'm wearing pink fairy wings! it's halloween!
of course, i'm dressed normally otherwise. kinda silly.
wonder if i should change my nailpolish...
if i'd dressed up, i would have, but since i haven't really, it doesn't matter.
the blue i have on feels like it should be there anyway.

are you sure they don't say anything today, i think i'd better check for myself...