i'm writing a song that sums up the storyline of princess mononoke
i don't know why, but i guess liking the movie a lot is a good enough reason
i'm not stuck because i don't know what to write
i'm stuck because i wanna be somewhat accurate, and i forgot the order in which a couple things happen.

anyway, it's not helping the way i thought it might
cause i'm horridly depressed tonight
something about being alone and random self-hatred
bit of the saddies
but a song, if i can actually get it right, is a song.
and i've not written one in a long time

i can out-poem you
so screw you
you and your whole operation

i feel like such a whiny little piece of crap.

you know, the other night i was trying to get to sleep
and for some reason, i was sorta worried that my heart was being all irregular and at one point thought that it had stopped beating, which is ridiculous, because if it had, odds are, i would not be typing this.

finished a comic yesterday.
no such luck today
i wish my vcr hadn't stopped working, i could so be watching princess mononoke right now
checking things, making sure
instead i'm here
blabbing with my fingers

i don't know.
i don't know what i'm doing.
i have to go now.

well, i just saw the ickiest thing i've seen in a long time.
see, i was going to ask.com, to ask how to spell c. everett koop's name
(this was for a mail to bob scott, that should leave you still wondering, but still make you say "Ohhhhh!")
and, just out of curiosity, i figured i'd take a look at the other things i've looked up before
you know, kind of a "what else have i wondered about?" sort of thing
and i saw the question "how can you make it comfortable to make out in the backseat of a car?"

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EEEEEWWWWW EEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWW EEEEEEWWWWWWW EEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

now, don't get me wrong, i like making out, i think it's great...
but let's face it, it was probably my sister who was looking this up, and that's just plain gross gross gross!
fine, she's getting older, and she probably does that sort of thing, as do most people her age, but i really

REALLY

REEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLYYYYYYYYYY

do NOT want to know about it

yuck.

so anyway, i know how to spell c. everett koop's name now.
though i don't know what the c. stands for...
but then, i don't really care, anyway.

i made a mistake, it was friday when i hung out with phil
and not saturday

i should really keep better track of these things.

today-
played a lot of zelda
not a lot else that i can remember
i was all prepared to watch sunday tv, and all of a sudden i get quite confused
at which point i find out that it's not sunday, but saturday.
not to confuse anyone, it's after midnight here, so it might just say sunday when i publish.
that's tricky, eh?
anyway, i've gotten all but the last carpenter out of the gerudo fortress
i don't know that i'm supposed to be playing that part now
since most things point to
"you have to go to the water temple! go there now! oh, i hate you so!"
but today, i sold the spooky mask, got the bunny hood, got epona (yay!), got a bigger bomb bag (i had forgotten to before), bought some bombchu, found the lady's dog for her, and like i said, the fortress thing.
i'm not having fun at the water temple, cause there's one of those eyes you have to shoot with an arrow to make a gate open, and then it closes before you can even get to it. and i got all frustrated, cause my best obstacle course time at lon lon ranch is 56 seconds, and i'm trying to beat 50, and epona just doesn't want to jump over some of them sometimes, and it's always when "i'm gonna make it! i'm gonna make it!" then "dammit epona! why?! wwwwhhhhhhhyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?!" cause she jumped over the hurdle before that from the same angle, and eventhough i've sped up sufficiently, she gets all fuss-budget-y and then i have to go weep.
but tomorrow, i'm going to finish the gerudo thing, unless there's something i need from someplace else that i don't know about, and then try the obstacle course again. screw the water temple, says i. that's for later, when i get some newfangled gadget that'll help me out.

anyway...

good night.