okay, so i did watch princess mononoke the next day.
and i bought the first volume of slayers episodes
and the second volume of el hazard episodes

i shall be getting more of both
slayers because i know it changes and gets better after the first tape
and el hazard because it's such a good show

but i think i'll try to get some nice tenchi as well
because i love tenchi so, and toonami is just so weird about scheduling
the third series wasn't even done yet and they took it off!
i wanted them to replace an episode of dragon ball z with it, but no!
why not?!
that's what i'd like to know
as for dbz
i've all but lost interest in it
because it's all stuff i've seen
they're being repetitive and it's not *that* good a show to begin with

but now they have two as-yet unseen gundam series
and i am very very happy
because they are so good
and outlaw star is back, so that's good too

i've got a new vcr
now i can watch what i want, when i want
and don't have to steal things to do so
very good
one more remote control...
buh.

i found my green disk today
so now i can write on my story again
i haven't been able to since my room flooded
i've been feeling like writing, too
i'm going to get through "pomes all sizes" soon
for some reason when i write poetry now, i feel pretentious
and i used to be really good at it
and probably still am, it's just...
it's hard to be that guy when feeling so inferior
like, you have to let yourself be somewhat grandiose
in a sense, or something like that
and i can't, because i should just sit down and shut up
or so i am wont to think as of late

meh

i've been so wanting to write songs
somehow, i can't
i mean, i suppose i could, but not to my standards
i know i can do this well, as i have at least a couple times
but... maybe it's that i'm reading poetry
maybe it's the non-grandiose thing
i don't know...

i *do* know this-
there's something in there, and it wants out
it has for a while, and it won't give up

it's not a comic, so far as i know
by the way, my pens ran out
so now i have to go get new ones
and consider whether to buy a new brand
or whatever it is i'm going to do
and this always happens when my pen runs out
what am i gonna do?
damned if i know.

which is the same thing i have to say about college
which is sad
as are most things concerning me
but i did get a bit of happy out of the thought
that i could go to college
cause that's what people my age do
i'm going to be 20 and there is
for the purposes of this realization
(which i had a few days back)
nothing stopping me from doing so
and i should stop feeling so inferior
it's getting me nowhere
and if it keeps up, i truly will be so
which i can't let happen

you probably can't tell
but i was having a sneezing fit earlier
i don't know why
but if it happens again, i'll type "achoo!" to indicate it
because i'm sure you're very interested...

damn, i don't like republicans at all...
why is everything happening that it would make sense for someone to stop?
like the us pulling out of the kyoto clean air thingy
or anything else bush has done as far as foreign policy goes
what a terrible load of bullshit this whole presidency is
and i think people are calling them on it
and they're just refusing to answer to it
because they're republicans
and republicans
"don't have time for such horrible attacks on a man's character"
unless they're perpetrating them, of course
then let's watch them all jump on the bandwagon
more like republicans
"refuse to talk about things that could damage their careers"
such fucking hypocrites
and liars
and a thousand other things
ugh

i guess i just don't get how people can be so opposed to the use of logic
so self-serving and greedy, and all-around horrible?
why are we drilling for oil in a wildlife refuge?
there's not going to be any oil
it'll run out before the end of the administration
then what?
then war, i'd bet.
they'll have gotten their petty revenge on the wildlife reserve for existing
and not being able to make them money
and once they've killed that
they'll decide it's time to bomb the hell out of iraq
and odds are will use the missile defence system bush had put in
i've said this stuff before
and more and more, it'll come true
and hopefully, if there *is* a war, noone will help the us
the allied nations should abandon us
(i'm very reluctant to use the word "us" in this context)
america has now done so many things wrong because of this guy
and he wasn't even really elected president
i hate him
and cheney
oh man, do i hate dick cheney.
why can't he have a more effective heart attack?
i'll never be able to figure out why he's still alive, other than to ruin things

the world was making progress.
now, it is no more.
and i bet at least half of the things i've said come true
just because...

and i doubt i'll feel good about having *so* called it all
because it's not really the kinda thing you celebrate having called ahead of time
so i hope i'm wrong about the whole "there's gonna be another world war" thing
because i really don't want to be right
but hey, if you look witht he right eyes
you can see it forming already
as if they've planned the whole damn thing
and maybe they have
the "i hope the allies abandon us" bit sounds crazy
i'll admit that
but bush deserves to go down as the worst president ever
which he may just be, though i think it'll be a tie between him and nixon
and of course, reagan isn't far behind, but he was quite bad indeed
and you know what?
ALL OF THEM ARE/WERE REPUBLICANS!

this should not be a surprise to anyone.

anyway, that's about it from me.
i don't feel like going on about it anymore.
so i guess this is good night from me
unless i happen to blog again before i go to bed
(which i'm not doing right away, so it could happen)
or after that or after that, and so on

good night, everyone.
meow!