quite tired indeed.
shouldn't be awake now.
should be sleepies.
it's 3:33 on the computer clock
what a neat time.
that's lucky 3's if you're playing super smash bros, and you happen to finish then.
noone really wanted to know that.

erika has a pic of me as a kid in her blog.
ain't that nice? she say it be cute.
that's good, cause i can't find anything else just now.
as i've said.

dammit.

didn't get to go see tmbg today.
damn you, music festival!
so i called phil, and he was in the shower, so he was supposed to call back, which i have more than enough confidence in him to say that he did, but it was while my mom was talking on the phone. and i know that's probably it exactly, too. but then, i figured we wouldn't be going anyway, or he'd have called again, or just picked me up or something, so i guess not. it was $28 at the gate, anyway, and who knows whether we'd already missed tmbg by the time phil got home from work. just as well, pricey ticket, and indoor shows are better. bridgie and i discussed.

woulda been nice, though. maybe next year. seen them a bunch in the past few months, anyway.

played me accordion. played it hard. don't know whether it was that i was sweating from the terrible heat that pervades everyplace around here lately, and just decided "what the hell?" or whether it was just one of those times where you just play your fool head off. maybe it was both. eh, not like it matters. makes me wish i knew how to play.

tried drawing today. failed miserably.
of course, i think a cup of coffee would have made the difference.
i'm sure it would now.
but i'm going to sleep now.
god, why am i up at 4:05?

i need to get a haircut sometime.

tonight's random question was:

where be the pots and pans?

bridgie said under the sink.

and i said bridgie is much wise.

none of it is actually supposed to make sense.
at least not the parts i said. maybe bridgie is making sense, though.

time for sleepies! yay!

so, we have a new reader (well, if she continues, and there's no real reason for anyone to read about my life, being as there's so little of entertainment value in it, unless i vividly describe what i watched on tv today, which i won't, mostly cause i can't remember it vividly enough, i'm quite comfy not knowing either way, as with most people that read, who i just assume do or don't, depending).
it's nicole from the store where i used to work.
she has the same first name as my sister, and today,

i told her to grow a beard and become a circus freak.

hey, she's the one that suggested i find her a job...
oh, what a sorry state that'd be.
she'd never have a job ever. as i apparently won't
if i keep going like this.

i hope phil calls me tomorrow, as he's the one going to the tmbg show
he usually calls and asks, but perhaps that is something i should do this time
i think i'll mail beth, just in case. i don't think she's going, but she's more likely to know where phil is at a given time. here's hoping i get to go.

ME TIRED! WANT SLEEPIES!

my sister got back from florida today. she got me a toy llama that makes horsie noises!
and a monkey finger puppet, a shirt that says "i eat glue." and a shirt that has one of those "hello, i am" stickers on it, and in the space for the name is written "...lost".

oh, you crazy llama, why do you make horse noises?
cause llamas don't sound like horses, you know.
they make llama noises. comparable to maybe camel noises or some such thing.

meh. gotta go be tired.
and by the way-
damn trying to find the pics of myself that i'm looking for!
cause it's proving muy difficult!
maybe i'll find them now that my sister's back
cause before she left, i just kept running into them, and lately i can't find them at all
so maybe they phase in and out of existence, depending on whether she's in this state.
or maybe somebody moved them, and i, of course, have no idea where.
ok. going now. bye.