walking on walking on
broken glaaaaaaaaasssssssss

that was for lauren

don't ask.
i can't explain it
believe me, i just tried
and it didn't work.

alright, later people.

so.
got my check today.
$55
which is such a mind-bogglingly
large number
that i don't think i have to work ever again
for the rest of my life
hello retirement
let's go play bingo.

fola didn't get fired yesterday
the proper people weren't there to do it
but it'll be soon anyway
here's the way it shapes up
which i just realized-

fola is going to a different group home
or getting fired soon
if she moves to a different house
it'll be at the end of the month
and if she gets fired, it'll be sooner
and last night, lauren said
that with her raise, we could prolly last a month
without me having a job
and lauren could probably get me in there
hopefully anyway
so maybe that'll work out
i'm not saying i won't try to find something
until this comes up
i'm saying that if all else fails
the timing could be perfect

going to see gigantic tomorrow with phil
gonna be fun
except for the getting up early
but that will be soon forgotten what with phil having coffee
i've got my money all set
25 bucks out of my check
$30 new dollars in my bank account

yeah, this job's well worth keeping.
pft. stupid crap.
you know, i was making this much at lil general
and i mean, i was complaining that $90 a week was too low
we couldn't afford anything on that
how are we supposed to live on this?
granted, lauren got a raise and is working a ton this month
but that doesn't give me an excuse to rest

and the toilet overflowed again today
i hate that fucking thing
like, if you can't handle flushing
don't be a toilet
be something that doesn't flush
like a bird bath

the only thing i'm cut out for is writing
comics, songs, stories, pretty much anything
there must be some way to use it
and i'll find it someday

but for now, as pepper-ann says:
my life is trash.

i should go out and wait for lauren now
hope i don't go out too late
and have her already be in the apartment
when i get out there
too late
dammit

alright later people.

hey everybody

so, my manager today
sat me down for a talk
apparently, i have a week to improve my sales and other crap, or i get sacked
i was kinda caught off guard
i mean, i figure if anybody had anything to complain about
that had to do with me, they'd tell me or something
nope
anyway, if there're no customers
and the customers that come in are cheap
and "just looking"
how am i supposed to sell anything?
any as for my not helping out
there's the simple matter of asking me
and sure, i say no, but i'm joking
and i don't volunteer myself
cause i don't actually wanna
but i'll help if asked, bottom line

this job ain't worth it anyway
and luckily, there should be a position opening
where lauren works soon
so that'll be good, if i can get it

but on a good note
i did a comic each day
for the last 3 days
which means 3 new rapple pies
are floating around cyberspace
because i've sent them to like, everyone

so hopefully that continues.

anyway, i gotta go now
lauren has banking to do
and i wanna go with
so later everyone ^_^

hey everybody
how's it going?

so the rent in this apartment will
as of september
be raised to an unreasonably high rate
namely $525 a month not including utilities
for a 1 bedroom, 4 room altogether apartment
which is falling apart
not worth it at all

so, me and lauren are looking for a new one
there are some nice sounding ones
for not much more than we're paying now
i'm supposed to call some guy tomorrow
$550 utilities included 1 bedroom
utilities included means less bills
which means lauren can afford to pay the ones
she's been racking up by not paying them regularly
but there's a 2 bedroom she wants to look at in cranston
for $495 a month
i don't think utilities are included

anyway, i sold $1100 today
except i'm not on commission after all
which for once will suck
because a kid i work with said i would take home like $80
which is like, my entire paycheck last week minus $10
so that blows ass
then again, how good it'd be depends on the next time i work
and then there's taxes, so that blows too
friggin taxes. i hate em.

i'm probably gonna end up workin on the 2nd
but i'm gonna try tomorrow to rally everyone to the 3rd
cause i'm free then
and lauren thinks that sarah might be
so i'm gonna see about that
try and get that going
only it's a 2pm show
which i guess ain't bad
nobody will be too tired to hang after
so that'd be good

blah. i gotta do some cleaning this week.
stinking landlord is coming around or something
i don't plan on being home
i think both me and lauren are working that day anyway
so poop on them
raising the rent
bastards

lauren's got her overnight tonight
so i'm waiting for her to call me
then after that i can go to bed
if i feel like it
i might wanna play zelda
or watch a movie
or, uh, drink some water

not guinness though
that's getting saved for a time when
it'd be much more timely
like after a crappy day
or something
i felt like having it earlier
like after i got out of work
eventhough today was ok
but now it's too late
probably not, but i should conserve
it's the last can, after all

so yeah, there's my update on things
if i think of anything good tonight, i'll put it here
but this one's done, i'm thinking
so, uh...

check you later, everyone :)