10/19/2002

finally actually talked to the guy
that i was supposed to talk to from shaws today
and i have to finish the application for
where my aunts work
i think may be able to get both
and with creative scheduling, keep both

uh, let's see
cousins here from florida
not much to say there
jimmy, weezie and hayley came over
to visit with the cousins from florida
so that was pretty good

uh... stuff and stuff
no idea what to say here
life is feeling ok, i suppose
could be worse
hope it won't be
cause i've been to worse
it's a crappy place
i don't wanna be there again

think i'll go out soon
do some driving, maybe
might see a movie with cokie and kyle
then again, i'm low on cash
so i might just skip it

hmm
well, anyway
i'm gonna get going now
later people

10/15/2002

someone just imed me
a meestahroly from michigan
and this person seems to be
a reader of this here blog

i didn't actually know
that i had any to begin with
other than maybe a couple listees and lauren
but apparently, someone misses it
(everyone needs to know that there's
someone who feels crappier than they do
sometimes, i guess)
so i'll try to keep it up

what to say, what to say?
well, i'm back at the parents' house
i'm all lonely and sad
cause i'm not with lauren anymore
hence the moving out

my life is a wreck and
blah

blah

blah

i hope you understand
the whole not giving the new blog addy
but uh, i can't
too risky
i guess you get it
since i don't even know your name
but hey, that's alright
no worries ^_^

going to shaws tomorrow
supermarket job sounds sucky
but it's a job
and i need one
so i'll go see
whether they looked at my app
and all that stuff

man, it's just the same old crap
i'm stuck in a rut
that i wish i could get out of
but haven't been able to
for the longest time
i do sorta feel like something
is around the corner for me
so maybe i'll find something good
i sure hope so

alright
this post is gonna come to a close soon
cause i gotta pee
i can't promise i won't forget
and end up not blogging here
for a damn long time again
but i'll try

anyway, here are some links
to other blogs
in case this one goes dead again-
al's blog
erika's site
bridgie's site
sam's blog
kristina's blog
colleen's blog
listee beth's blog
nafan's blog
davey's blog
alright, that should be enough to occupy
i'm not sure all of those are still operational
the first few are, i know that much
but towards the end, i'm just guessing
though beth, colleen, and nathan prolly work
kristina, davey, and sam prolly don't
so i guess the majority are still workin
so that's pretty good
hope that'll help

i'll try to update this more
but uh, for now...
later people