i feel good ^_^

last night, i listened to beth as she explained why she was in hell at the time.
i like it when i get to help, though beth kinda feels bad cause she never gets to hear my troubles.
i told her i'd tell them to her one day, and not to worry about feeling like it's an unfair exchange.
beth, in case you read this, i'll say it again-

you did the right thing, and sarah doesn't hate you.
maybe she's mad, but if so, she'll come around, you'll see ^_^

she thanked me for understanding.
it was nice, cause i feel so useless sometimes,
and that i don't do anyone any good,
and just bring things down,
but now i feel alright ^_^

a beth of a different sort made my day happier today.
i gots a xmas card from listee beth!
it's cool! i wrote a song about it!
it's the first time i set a song to music!
i'll tell her how to play it sometime (she's part of club accordion too).
quite a ridiculous song, silly to say the least, but i'm happy!
maybe now i'll be able to start writing songs, that'd be cool.
another thing on the list of artsy things i do, eh? ^_^
*insert joke about wanting to put erika on that list*
cause. ya know. she's artsy.

computer's still acting cool. good.
i'd have to pummel it otherwise
using a green magic marker
if it's alright
on the back of your head

i did a bit of crochet, and i'm going to do more later.
i really don't practice enough with the crocheting.
or my accordion, for that matter
both of these things will change.
and i'm gonna finish walden, dammit!

togepi! egg wave! now!

toge-toge-prrrrri!

bwahahahahahahaha!
i should get pokemon gold and silver.
hey! i finished that comic!
now i'm ready to go on to the next one.
which means i have to work out how the "got any weed?" guy is drawn.
i've got sketches of the different characters i need, but nothing definite, and for the most part no bodies yet.
i hafta ask someone whether the creepy guy had a moustache.
preferably, someone who went to see tmbg with me, and saw the guy.
not that i would mind if people who weren't there guessed at it ^_^

gosh, i like gundam wing.
too bad about it being off the air and all.
that and sifl and olly
god, what a great show!
apparently, it's on mtvonline now.
hmm.
i'll have to look into that.
whee!

fake blood

you scare me like the real thing

but if you were the real thing

you'd scare me even more

bwahahahahahahahahahaha!

...

do i get my lapdance now?
^_^

well, solid week of computer trouble is at an end.

good.

first, my browser was not working at all, then when i got it to work, i found that blogging had been ruled out as an option as far as something to do went. blah.

boo on that!

anyway, i'm still doing that comic (yes, the same one in my last blog).
sadly.
pathetecally.
it is not yet finished, but i think i've got it all planned out now
and it's all done but the drawing.
which is quite an imortant part, because if i didn't draw it, it wouldn't be around.

but what in my life isn't sad and pathetic?
really, i haven't got a job, and i'm not going to school
i don't get out anywhere, usually
(not that i really could, what with my car not passing inspection,
but i'll talk about that later)
the only things keeping me from utter despair are,
1.) my girl, who reminds me of the second reason when i need it, and just generally makes me happy ^_^
2.) i'm young, i have time, and everyone has their own pace.
too bad she lives miles away.
oh, to have that fixed and be with her.

*sigh*

so yeah, i suck.
cody's on the list now.
cody's cool, he said he'd help with my site!
well, he's cool without helping me, but. um.

go cody!

there are so many instruments that i want to play.
dammit, i *will* learn at least half of them!
and discover more in the process, most likely.
than i'll venture to learn those too.
then i'll play a bunch of instruments

all badly.

maybe even semi-well!
oh joyous... thing!

yeah, so eventually, i'll be trying to draw the rest of that comic.
then painting my nails.
i'm going to crochet. i don't practice enough.

you know, i could shore go for some hot white chocolate about now.
and a good, close snuggle with my darling.
though really, when am i ever not up for snuggling with her?

man, if you haven't had some hot white chocolate, you're missing out on some damn good stuff.
so go get some.
now.
^_^